The trouble started up again.
Violet had something
she needed to tell me
and without words of question
I found myself
ready to listen.
Violet came crashing in
like how she always does.
Me and my peaceful day
were asked to brace ourselves.
Violet has some news.
Against a thousand blinks and signs
Violet still looks
so fucking beautiful.
The smell of her
one off perfume
her glowing skin
I am simply drawn to her
and no one else.
She centered us
by taking her proper place,
sitting squarely
in my lap.
Her news was set and ready
and there on the tip of her tongue
she began to whisper
starting with,
“Now poet,
you know you’re the one.”
I was unaware
of her ever loving
any other.
She and her demeanor
inched up super close
all tucked in deliberately
next to my ear,
“I need your every ounce.”
I looked at her
from a mirror
across the room.
All I could see
was her child-like frame
all close and private.
She squirmed and settled in,
and continued with
“I’m sick.”
Just two words,
her decree.
I waited for more,
some kind of explanation
I needed more
of her words.
Violet fell desperately quiet,
her eyes and head
buried on my shoulder.
I held the weight of her
for the first real time
she was scared.
The image in that mirror
instantly looked different,
and I squeezed her.
No access to the words
to her news,
here stuck in my throat.
To be continued…
Leave a comment