This is the start,the spotlight hour,let the questions be asked. From the first until the lastlet’s let answerstrigger the complicated feelings. Want versus the needshe is here to danceto fill our lives. There is a depth in wordsthat make perfect senseonly she understands. There are certain meaningsfrom underneath this lightthe girl has perfect balance. Tiptoeing […]

Perhaps today was our best moment,in these sessions of ours,we move without words. Unmatched from anything beforeI swear, I’ve memorized her tempothere’s something powerfulcoming from deep inside her.what I love mosther drowning trigger memory. The world may be changingsome run from their sourcethank goodness there are somewho embrace their beauty gene. Every thought has an […]

A temporary machine-like feelingpulses throughout the body,strong and everlasting. These mechanical positionsvoid of all imaginationI just want to bend,to be flexible again,twisted and or contorted,by the hands of my lover. An all too sensitive girl,afraid I might breakif I were put under any undo pressure. We switch positions,just so I can show hertemperamental control. Woah, […]

With a heavy handed voicecoming softly of course,the girl repeated her command. I have come all this waywithout shoes or protective layer,who amongst you speaks my language?With eyes so cleverly disguisedshe watched the crowd intently,to see who would step forward. From there in the dead center,she could hear their song,eyes turned at the intrusionhis words […]

There is good in the morning we sometimes shout together,but try as we mightI can’t ignore the betrayal. To say you’d loveand forever countwas met with denial and doubt. So here I am left,the handsome stranger,every now and againI get some morbid letter. Please forgive,so we can start again. Well, I’m here to tell youon […]

In kindness,so balances my love and joy. These words are my witnessthat help conveythe urgency of my love. In strict adherence I pay tribute to time,for as long as I can remember I’ve held a bow for her. Alongside birdsong,there is no more purer quality. I call you here nowto simply bear witnessto the fire […]

My apologies,I’ve been awaywriting this bookI promised myself. A New Years Resolution the first draft is doneI’m currently editing the second time aroundwas much harderthan I ever imagined. My 33 chapterswho would have imaginedI’d have 350 pagesone hell of a storya lifetime of observing. I hope you’ll promiseto read every word. Maybe then you’ll understandwhy […]

Love’s poison bitter pillI swear I crave the girlwith a temperamental dark side,so that when we kisswe’re all dramaticlike this will be our first and last. Maybe I’ll choose youto be my tepid lover,could you handle the commandto softly cut my arm?Understand, we’ll make lovein strange places,we’re different, you and Ia one of a kind […]

I can’t help but care to imaginejust exactly the reasons whythere was this first night. The sound of a starting gun,triggered that our race was on,with a thick and heavy smellgunpowder our memory scent now. The feline was born and aliveshe sprang forward in the shadowswith her sinking claws all poised to strike. I dare […]

Time counts in between so you shield your eyesfrom the sun coming in. Will you dance with me?Here on an empty fieldwe come super close together, you and your tiny frame folded neatly in my pocket. We step as the music startsyou whisper our forbidden secret using our favored trigger words.Careful to keep perfect rhythmthe […]

This is our hourI find myself awake with youunderneath a million blinks and sighsfor the first real timeyou’ve discovered these words. Maybe this is the languagethat speaks to youin some different wayI’m willing to teach youI’ve come all this wayto whisper quietly. Beautiful spring flowersare waiting to burst showing their naked blossoms they honestly don’t […]

Skin soaked reminiscing we sit here looking face to faceand for the first real timeeyes are lockedbalancing between this need of ours. The pulse quickensI cannot erasethese feelingsmixed with the warm raysour treasure source,you undresses,curled now in the dunes. With nothing morethan the jealous orbyou invite me closerof course I layin the armsof a sun-drenched […]

Balancing need against wantyesterday when I fell in lovethere was this sidewhere I had no real choiceso I sipped and watched her. She closed the doorI watched her undresspaying special attentionto the onewho has a million different looks. She’s pretty at any hour,and I swear,I’ll wait a lifetime as she struggles to sleep. I’m love-sick […]

It’s sometimes too hardto say exactly wherethe girl is coming fromwhen all I truly knowshe sits on the top of my tongue. Her name is never farshe asked if I’d travel180 miles southwe’d have one of those nights the playful kindthat’s no longer allowedin this day and age. The kinky sidethe girl has this other […]

My favorite drug of choicethe poisonous kiss coming from the girlwho wishes to do me harm. Her fire drugburns feverish this I already knowI need her loveto extinguish flamesablaze behind my eyes. It’s only thenwhen she whispers certain wordsthe pulse in my veinsbegins to settle and I feel warm again. It’s just easierto float through […]

There’s truth in the attraction that moment when eyes are seen. There in a gothic vasethere are a grouping of flowers tied so tightly in the middletheir stems struggle to drink. Imagine the strong, sensitive handsthat had to be carefulnot to harm the flowers. The mind that picked each gemplacing them with cautionsometimes girls prefer […]

Praying handsheld in their positionon chipped stepsI’ve been taught wordsin order to repeat phrasesit is then and only thensuch words become sacred. So that’s where I beginhow my tradition got starteddown on bended kneeI confessed andtook the blame for an accident. Time and attention I sworetime takes my attention awayI make my list of wordsand […]

There’s something about where you standagainst a setting sunwhen you watch it set. These last 15 minutes are the most important the colors deepencrawl across our skina professional highlightapplied by the Gods. Sunset Control. The sky is on firegetting all stretched distortedthe clouds bleedhere on the coastal bluffI guess we’re the lucky onesalways the last […]

Crawling in next to herit’s hard to disguise my frameagainst her warm back shouldercareful to keep my cold hands far from this girl. The dream girl for sureshe and her secret charmsI’ve not given up on yet. The world ceases to existwhen she falls asleep firstbecause in her exclusive worldshe has just one chanceof going […]

Secret January morningI realized tonightthis might not be our year. You asked something of meI had not heard of beforeof course I’m here to answer. Admire the garden with mepretend you understand my meaning. Don’t underestimate this chanceI can easily leave things exactly how we’d left things long before we met up again tonightour game […]