Cupid has made a final purchase a state of the art bow. This high powered beauty. A bow that’s gaurunteed to pierce through anything. Anyone foolish to stand near him will surely feel his arrow. Especially that golden beauty the one with the glamorous shine. Cupid and his carbon fiber bow, super lightweight and easy […]

I can’t wait to run up to the girl the one who’s currently giving herself away, some could say for free. The thrill in the sex hours, lost somewhere in my head I was thinking about forever, it’s been some time since we sat across one another avoiding those judgmental eyes that can’t seem to […]

The early years are so easily wasted the spent lovers lie in the naked streets. Bodies hang loosely over each other, a bitter taste of nicotine stains their lips. Still, those two crave even more much more than the other can give. There has been light constant rain calling for their kissing hour to start. […]

The day I wrote my first poem every inch of my soul was still buried under this deep soil. With miles more still to go, I’ve kept on writing these poems posting a string of non-stop words, some could argue they make little sense, while others have spent hours digging themselves even further down. Then […]

After all, today is the moment of truth, with no two ways about it, it’s getting harder and harder this thing I’m trying to explain. There are some girls who complain about people and their reactions, like an obvious infection, that’s sometimes hard to expel. So perhaps this irrational love feature, most likely genomed in […]

Trying to see her for myself in a crowd of strangers. I’m over here, trying to get close again. I can’t quite move forward, there’s too much glass on the floor and I swore I swept earlier before. Trying to avoid the shards now, I can’t quite afford getting cut on this her deliberate voice […]

From the start of yesterday words were coming to the surface there for a second, but then soon gone. The Utopiangirl had reappeared, and with little or no real notice she was tucked up in her usual position. Her pristine favorite place, and even though she hates that word there’s something about her pain that […]

The girl said to improve, a girl with a perfect smile has always expected better, after all, she’s still my favorite drug. Up and under the garden gate there is no outward love she’s always inward and guarded. The Queen still giving commands on the edge of this hour waiting to read something she’d actually […]

Most of us write on this, single Saturday, when things have gotten all mixed up. We’re supposed to be the ones who take notice and write it all down picking up on things, most others have missed or forgotten. Unfortunately my attention doesn’t quite span the chasm between us now. You’re way up there high […]

The fever swears fingers grip and clutch hard, it’s getting impossible to breathe. A better way is out there somewhere still, we can’t turn, not until we have a satisfactory answer. Would you mind if we prayed together? Come join me on sensitive elbows recite words about heaven that glorious supposed better place, I’m here […]

Even on a perfect day there are moments to remember, from the start of it all it’s hard to feel brand new when everyone expects the same outcome. Come hold my my hand, I’ll show you there is this place far from what you’re thinking. I can only count on myself so I’ve seen things […]

Sentimental pictures we work hard on capturing most times, love sits somewhere else. We’re often missing that one stance or pose always trying to line things up. Come sit with me here in this sterile room, in real terms, where we could trade ideas. All we ever really wanted was to be truly needed to […]

The mystery and connected clues spread out here before us, too cautious, and you’re sure to miss out. With summer now almost gone come count these last hours down. On tiptoes looking up, always looking up from where bellies undulate hands sway on curves and hips the heavy air insists remove clothes. There on the […]

Watching as the nightly sky fell, today was our sad reminder that our little mountain town never really stood a chance. Just yesterday skies were clear we celabrated a Memorial holiday, with clear skies that ruled the day. Back then though, we didn’t know of heartache seeing the town go up in flames. Hope was […]

The upstart girl void of stars in the eyes, she needs to be hated to feel good inside. She’ll push us aside because she doesn’t want to feel we need her she’ll make the perfect excuse why we need to up and leave her. It will never matter how we feel when we fell in […]

In the idle darkness answers trickle to the surface for now though, one can’t breath underwater. It’s getting easier taking tiny sips of air, no one hasn’t really noticed yet, I was punched in the gut. Forever is unlike anything else. On the edge of relaxed dreaming coming back to count and ask a feeling […]

I am tempted to call you my lover, but those are just words pretty and stunning the perfect girl. I want to reach and trace pull her into position that submissive space where everything is negotiated. There are required requirements where we exist in equal measure we balance both brain and might start a set […]

Under a temperamental sky and all Violet woke to a burning smell her love had escaped and gone. An out of control feeling was free, she found today to be dangerous hard to just breath in. Violet knew, she belonged to one, she pulled her hair tightly in place, here to face the devil alone […]

She adores having hands taking control over her affections, she’s somewhat lost when it comes to hand holding. With fistfuls of hair she reaches and grabs securing the very steps that will steady her. She raises her voice because certain words have avoided her she looks at her parents that everlasting everything escapes her. She […]

A grown man’s shadow stands alongside her the lucky girl sings to celebrate quietly to herself she turns to her sensitive side and thinks about the person who loves her most. Inside a set of pretty words these are the undulating poems a forgotten language of course that somehow wrap around her holding tightly to […]

Trying to outshine the outside light on this, the special night. I came forward and asked would you mind if, we sang in the dark? We could trip and fall on top of our perfect melody and all. You’re so fucking beautiful. I’ll carry you out across whatever stage you choose, my beloved superstar with […]

The first and only look, a one time glance coming from the part of this girl that pains her to stare. The temperature code, she swears, she’s seen this look before, tired of turning away eyes are properly set up inside of another hour we don’t mind paying her price. When she dances, her perfume […]

Accidental or otherwise she was dancing as per usual wearing mismatched socks, pretty much nothing else could divert my eyes from her. I swore I wouldn’t let her show up again like some well meaning stranger showing me this new move or step. Innocent or otherwise I may as well admit I’ve signed myself over […]

Heavy hands, wanting that girl back, in this, the playful season the summer of 2020. That cold insensitive look coming from the girl wearing black lipstick. The night skies are all warm perfect for keeping the windows open and this is how the day starts trying to beat the sunrise. It’s summer now, the girl […]

There on the edge a blanketed room quickly filled, she stood there, fists at the ready. Cheering to the punches she squarely landed the blows front page news, she was in love and she took every possible chance to bring her opponent down. Looking in awe at the display modern barbarism at play here she […]

The biggest candlelit eyes, locked while staring up, she’s counting out loud again waiting on the exact amount drugs clutched in tightly she takes my arm, you’re stuck with me she jabs the needle downward. Romance has always been kind poison lipstick and all we’ll kiss these feelings away tonight will be dangerous. Going all […]

There is no more room for birthday cards from you. Deny truth to be a liar there was never enough room for good words on paper. I’m not sure why I needed to be told today about these skipped over years, years that have been kind. Time has been kept quiet, dutifully, as if sharing […]

It seems so serious this need you hold for me. To get inside and knock me back a dramatic life threatening fever, the loss of taste my goodness my skin is oh so flush. Without excess energy I suddenly find myself in a hurry to cover up. Breathless almost out of breath the number of […]

The God’s very forcefully asked show us love through your eyes. Reluctantly, the camera she grabbed, so unsure at the beginning, just a bit of encouragement the frames she photographed instantly came to life. Something as simple as, a dramatic milk bath the girl wrapped in red beauty played with light and contrast there in […]

From the start of the season the rains came heavily down rain has long been predicted, the monsoons of love. A torrential flooding tonight with our path being eaten up, we climbed to higher ground and up there for the first real time I saw this pretty look. In a flash, the sky had really […]

A quickening pulse I am rendered helpless here, for she is my strongest hour. Always my first thought she insists I help her count in the middle of the night propped up on elbows talking nonsense. My kind of love stretches across the decades my words come in equal measure whispered or forcefully choked I […]

In this, the one and precious hour there seems to be this one who thrives on a glorious drug the want and need of attention. There is nothing more divine than to have everyone at your side thinking that this is the precious hour, the blessed final one. I beg to beg differently, calling out […]

Time and attention she swore, she always swears when serious. She wants nothing more than a perfect relationship. A union where, one is simply allowed to please, the other has firm control. Her gift is to be the pleaser, it’s a rush and the biggest thrill of course, she swears both have to agree to […]

What matters most, during this, her praying hours are her pretty looks. Tonight she must decide, exactly who, gets all her attention now. Her choices are somewhat blind, still, she can see perfectly fine. She swears to be kind giving while trying to please as sensitive strangers surround her now. The girl twists her long […]

We love our sons when they stumble awkwardly, our sons who look up to us wanting our unconditional love. Sons depend on their fathers even when that father is single working two jobs to keep up. A father who may also be his mom. We love our sons, so they can give fully of themselves, […]

Time and attention collide from the filthy streets an innocent man was murdered. Still, police on horseback those poor horses thrust into our violence. Under the weight of a curfew we’ve got minutes to decide if we’ll pull up with our white peers. There on the edge, words are smashed in our faces windows exploded […]

To tell the truth we ask if anyone cares, they won’t begin to answer. There’s always someone out there that one true giver begging to be the one who is forever chosen to out perform all the rest. Would you sit even closer if I had been the one to ask I nudge her closer […]

Against a wall we are burdened in heavy thoughts. Still, one of us has to be reminded how to love. Yesterday when we sat atop the news we spent hours trying to talk, quietly, the words never came we inspected the images in silence. Today we face the news we stare at our beloved everlasting […]

There are words, and then there are other words. Time is about to break again time will go against time and not be my friend. I’ll find myself on the other side, hiccup crying or otherwise lost somewhere in my throat choking on a devastated memory. This ugliness has shown its face before. I am […]

The beauty code erupted inside a locking sequence had engaged she swore she’d never feel this way there on the edge brokenness she wasn’t so beautiful then keeping her toes face forward whatever was inside would most likely pass. Everything else always did. She briefly looked into a mirror, still as pretty as ever, just […]

Early October 2018 my good friend Jo was diagnosed stage 4 breast cancer. The mass in her is currently inoperable, which means chemotherapy is the option. This is Jo’s 2nd attempt at fighting breast cancer, just this time all treatment options are limited. Jo works full time teaching in Hawaii, because of contract rules with […]

Time and attention beliefs, she asks, can you follow all of my commands? He stumbles forward into place, she undoes that one specific clasp, she asks, do I need to remind you always keep up with the duty at hand. She quickly jerked him in place, now on all fours, she squared her 2 point […]

There on top of a treasure sat my most prized possession. I can catch myself staring into trouble, the girl and her charms demand my time and attention are exclusively hers. She’s free to push whatever button, as long as she agrees, to care. Not carry my temperamental mood neatly in her side pocket. We […]

Even if I were the one diagnosed with something epic, instead of a girl in Hawaii I guess I’d still ask if you wanted to write to me for however long it took me to rearrange my life. Today I guess I’m ready to listen to your diagnosis I’ll probably stop you 50 times or […]

There are very few that are as colorful as you, sure, we could try and scrub it off it’s no use really we’d only make your skin raw. Yesterday when we were quarantined we laid in the tub, celebrating, our entangled body parts were a site to enjoy. It was easy enough though to naturally […]

Over there in the rain the girl was pinned properly of course, against coarse fence boards being kissed hard like this, as if, this was her one and only chance. Temptation poured down over them against a late night hour before the end of a shift. Headlights never mattered they were blind to the outside […]

To the girl who cannot sleep make no mistake you’ve always been here, always awake, trying to finish one day before a new one starts. Some say, there is one sure fire way to dance in that slumbered state, but I wonder if the girl who has so much to say would listen to her […]

I walk on this tightrope a wire stretched dangerously thin at any second it could break. I understand that’s why there are so many onlookers it’s easier to sell tragedy there’s more to show just keep a clean distance apart. Our new world changed us overnight I brought my mouth up to his and he […]

The bluest wings her eyes sparkle and shine maybe I’ve always belonged here after all I am the first one to lay lyric after lyric deep in the belly of her arms. She’s addicted to the godforsaken words written in her favorite books. I try and keep up taking notice of where her eyes turn. […]

It started out at 9am head over heels in love with her. I couldn’t control it then just a pretty smell her perfumed scent I devoured her beauty it was just enough to send me head over heels in love with her, sadly though, by noon I forgot to look she wasn’t stopping by my […]

Taste the change with me, call me Daddy, if you like being treated like a baby girl. If that’s something you want to feel swear alongside me we can look at the television and dream of other people making fun of their vanilla houses. Come home and undress put on your tightest fitting leather I’ll […]

Did you see the look that crept into their eyes it’s no use now to hide they’re completely blind. I want someone to come take my hand and show me how to love before I catch some deadly virus and become a burden that no one wants to touch. Today I am handsome otherwise I […]

There is this side drawn up inside deep in the belly in all of us. Who amongst us can truly choose or decide just hot much love they’re willing to divide? Can we separate ourselves from our-selves? This might be a play on words you can decide for yourself, but first, you must trust that […]

The romance in chasing my one and only real true love, even as sick as that must sound I can’t help but notice the eyes of certain strangers draw me in, but it’s no use really I can’t stay with them when I’m this infected. I swear I’ll keep on writing no matter how long […]

You promised and said I never would have to worry love, yet here I am playing with temptation. I wish I could just start over, it’s just, I never would because I am in love with just you. My one and only one has me thinking again I never would be left here again. I […]

The girl is alive I can’t help but promise to lay still underneath her hypnotic spell. She puts her tiny hands half over my eyes, and still, the light dissapears. There’s no chance in returning to the defeated, perhaps I’ve been claimed. Taken by her cruel kind of love, still, she asks I stand perfectly […]

Life has a story all its own and in all honesty there’s no room to complain especially when we see the others struggling. Too deep to reach the bottom it’s the bluest water one has ever seen. I wonder if life has a remedy cleanser next week we’ve all been warned a treacherous virus has […]

Connect the electrical cord to the base of my wrists you could flip the switch whenever you wanted to give me the shock of my life. I prefer to wear Tom Ford me and my manageable look I’ve been chasing for years now. There’s always someone chasing right along side me I could never have […]

There on the bathroom floor one can clearly count the hours spent heaped up in piles. Obviously, she loves more than most, even if, she’s always in a hurry to run and disappear. I’m not sure her love that’s so strewn about will ever be enough, but I guess I remind her of every time […]

The repeating has begun again. What started out as some vacant whisper has managed to force its way back into my mind. No one has me so trapped inside I gently say your name just before bed. I close my eyes get all shut down lying perfectly still and start to remember just how you […]

The temple steps she’s my one and only the sun is at its highest so excited to spend time with her we are wearing all white everything was revealed bronzed and honied shoulders glisten the hours we spent outside. Kneeling in prayer now we love in equal measure as if, doubt sometimes creeps in someone […]

Inked stories on both her arms quietly keeping to herself the music pounds and pushes through walls that are now breathing. Temperamental and moody that advice of hers she closes the space here between the both of us she whispers a set of commands. Words mix and swirl in the sweltering humidity we’re anxious to […]

There are counting flaws, we all see different patterns here in the everyday objects. Still, something surround us. From a young age we’ve all been taught to be careful please do not touch or disturb certain surfaces. It’s crazy to think tonight love sits in the balance some will freely fall, while others will hang […]

When time was limited we rushed and hurried forgetting all our little sayings. When we were in such a rush we let the hours pass, however, we need to hurry up feel and then say all those things, say what loving meant to us. The anger and hurt were there, just the same too, when […]

This day for lovers all the parts are perfectly scripted the players stand at the ready, tonight will be a performance. A soft almost delicate bracelet glistening with newness it’s hard to imagine love could dull or vanish. Yet today, one anticipates if the words will ever come? Pulling the petals from flowers am I […]

Praying on broken knees to palms, for this, my daily offering to a filtered girl who asks I gather my attention and give up my words so she can read the words about herself. She states or asks, if I understand she wants me writing poetry for the span of my lifetime a good 80 […]

With a set of written instructions, oh please don’t forget, a plea to take care of the beauties there on the flower terrace. There was an exact schedule to keep. Pampered and perfectly guarded she sits so perfectly still, from the start until this moment each day and night equally fell. The pain that she […]

Each and every time she twists and turns the key I seem to always open up and let her in. The truth in her, she wants to be closer a true part of my skin she’s just not satisfied until we’re both underneath sharing the same things. Love’s decay, holds on to me tightly and […]

Slowly coming in the cold air is finally here. I’m careful now crawling up against her soft textured skin. This girl and her kind of love I’ve never felt before, she’s the one. This girl, and all her romantic charms she slinks up close asks me to pretend with every kiss, she swears, she’s exclusively […]

The girl with conversation ammunition coming from her sweet meritless tongue. She freely speaks with this sexy attitude where there are no limits something that obviously draws and attracts me in. I’m her blind stranger retelling a lifetime of memories I make her laugh I’m afraid to admit she has me in her aim. This […]

With an outstretched voice typed out on this screen, please don’t take offense if I swipe left. There’s something about everyone making them worth being swiped right. I may not feel this culture stumbling around the room going from conversation, to conversation, being judged by questions I’d never ask. Still, I can’t help but consider […]

Unclothed the fable of the mermaid lies quietly in my bath. I swore I wouldn’t tell and it’s not likely I’d be believed. Anyway, her soft sounds the relief of finally finding water, this water, with a hint of salt. Slightly above tepid her shoulders glisten recharge just underneath her patterns start to appear. Scale-like […]

What started out as this backwards look or glance the girl turned to inspect the room full of strangers. It didn’t take much to take particular notice the girl had a certain look with eyes all dreamy meant she’d soon be in love. Love stopped all rational thought. Stuck now, with her in mind over […]

Love means you’ll need convincing keep your feet firmly planted there in the sensitive garden. At some point you’ll change you’ll either give or take instructions and just when you think you’re settled you’ll be shown that there in the corner is your biggest secret that has yet to be revealed. Eventually you’ll be convinced […]

The fact is my love is an impossible task like a half-assed look or glance. Oh this must of meant I wasn’t all that interested, when in fact, my attention is yours. Of course, I’ll do whatever whenever I am forced even if that meant I’d have to use a pair of sterile hands to […]

Lonely kisses to an upturned chin too long have you stood at that door. Waiting on yesterday still, here are your exclusive words simply said in a way that only you could decipher or name. Yes it is your perfume that gets my attention to turn in the air that still hangs it forces me […]

A cramped window allows just enough sunlight to feed temptation, to read again. Eyes fall on the latest letter a struggle at this hour oh to only see the girl, standing perfectly still. There in her late night gown or dress it does not matter, just as long as she has come. I bring her […]

With eyes red, dust she’d swear. From the far off reaches Violet was wandering alone in the desert, just as her throat begs, she thinks of her Sir. His heavy handed use of words always flooding her it hasn’t rained in years and yet, Violet is hopeful tonight there will be this downpour. She turns […]

Maybe you won’t say you love me in a way I’d believe, besides, who’s counting the petals she loves me, she loves me not. To the girl who started following today your love of water is all together something I could touch and feel. The newness in words, she struggles still with the weight of […]

There are love-sick words found in the good envelopes where I get the chance to relieve my love drawn eyes. To simply read your soft openings in the words where you confess just how much you love me and mine. Anything that comes from your love stained hands I’m drawn to you and yours. No […]

The agreed upon set of words always meant we’d have time those minutes came fast and flooding. And all at once we were deep inside, living the words in songs in love, technically there was nowhere to stand. Me and those hands, I hope you won’t mind when I reach in and grab that little […]

Once the numbers had started we knew there was no going back. So early and often, each turn was met with a choice, and so, the number combinations stopped being a coincidence. With the girl firmly in hand she secretly swore, these feelings we were having were simply passing pounding. I was eager to believe […]

Motivated to try and inch up getting close means the trigger source will be there to touch and play with a string of heavy demands commanding time and attention to be exclusively ours. In other words, what I meant to say was go ahead and come close tiptoe there on the edge, so that eyes […]

There is this type of control I feel coming on strongly not from my hands, but in waves of thought. I expect things of myself and that carries through to everyone in my space. Acoustic sounds are what I feel when I hear your voice, your laugh and shy look. The sound you make is […]

It takes discipline to hold your place, your ground against resistance. From all others there you are finally emerged holding this amazing pose a breath longer. Even your own gifts have out performed what we thought would never be broken. On knees to palms, you’ve neither fallen or landed you’re simply there perfectly balanced and […]

With the clearest blue skies possible, today reminded me of a time inside. There are trigger memories impossible to forget they really ever happened. Inside a butterfly habitat, an all glass greenhouse incredible beauty, where time slowed. We paused, to let our eyes catch up to the soft floating gems, as they landed on shoulders. […]

That second his eyes laid in mine, we instantly fell in love. My number one. All well intentions inside come and overflow each time we lay eyes on each other. The years are growing strong the everlasting bond still carries us we love in equal measure. This son of mine, my number one might not […]

There are gracious moments usual things get instantly elevated, clothes hung on display in these glamorous closets I’ve never seen eyes this wide. Everything was so oversized bathroom mirrors stretched the room. Pulling our images along the edge the tub was enough for both of us. We played with the idea, but the suds would […]

Back in the hotel room a perfect set of instructions she begs to be undressed, of course she is told to wait. I reach for the playlist play our favorite songs that are going to set up a mood. Heavy handed kisses, I smear her once pretty lips, she smiles deeply, while being taken to […]

Underneath a heavy hand wet ink stains the surface, she denies that none of this is at all romantic.n With so many choices I’m sorry, but I sorta fell in love tonight, against all my protests her star stuck mood had won. Caught up, on the street corner the fucking grass was so much greener […]

There are neon lights reflecting on the ground, it’s night and the rain is pounding. She puts herself in front of me, demanding my attention between both my arms looking up smiling, with that smile and we know where we belong. She’s the first to whisper those treacherous set of words, I can see it […]

Scared from a dream swimming in a large reef tank the deadly’s were all there happily swimming along keeping me company. I was told to ignore the dangerous ones, until one turned and attacked and everyone that was with me abandoned the water and mentioned “That looks like it hurts.” My defensive wounds, I slept […]

Time has always been kind to me. The hands have forgiven most things. My true love asked if I could wait, I honestly didn’t mind because there’s really no other choice. She has traveled all this way, on broken knees to palms, making sure that I felt loved always letting me sip on whatever cup. […]