Praying on broken knees to palms,
for this, my daily offering
to a filtered girl who asks
I gather my attention
and give up my words
so she can read
the words about herself.
She states or asks,
if I understand she wants me
writing poetry
for the span of my lifetime
a good 80 years of writings
often comparing
love’s pounding heartache.
She has the answers
that I subscribe to,
because in the end
I can’t help but to please her
I have this role to play
enabling her
to be my co-dependent lover.
I can’t wait
until she reads these words
and then demands
I erase them.
Her love is torture
I can’t help myself,
but to pray
to my muse.
