Time and attention
falls freely on both sides,
and just as I start to speak freely
you too take notice.
There is a natural equality
to the way you nurture
and no matter the role
you’re eager to play the part.
It’s in the way you look and see things
causing this envious side to be seen.
I catch myself in awe,
repeating, if only.
There are moments I cherish,
certain images I crave.
It is a prize knowing
your valuable time is mine.
When we’re in our private moments
using our tepid words,
there for the affect really
you’re my alter ego.
A multiple personality for sure
I wouldn’t mind sharing
some head space with you.
My speechless condition
that I often use
I’ve come to be your greatest excuse,
go and read in private
so no one notices
what exactly am I trying to say?
Maybe, I don’t know how to miss you.
My mind skips,
I am forced to rely on instincts
to get through each part of the day.
I ask with no real expectation
that’ll you’ll come to me and explain
why I have taught myself
to learn what things to say?
There are meanings to certain words,
certainly we have our handful
I can love you with no conditions,
just as I’ve always done.

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