The heavy weight,
being this crazy,
the phone never gets answered,
not like how it used to
it would be easy now
if I didn’t love you.
I don’t let my mind wander
thinking how I want to
walk on a different path
I don’t bother to ask
I already know and understand
it would be easy now
if I didn’t love you.
I can drink with my buddies
and just like that
I’m telling them
it would be easy
loving on you.
I’m left here instead,
missing what I had,
from the first time
until my last
I can hear your voice
that kissing laugh
assuring me
I worry too much.
In that back of my mind
I’m happier now
being all alone.
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