From the inside time settles and begins to count out loud. This backwards counting clock looking backwards, is not looking back. Over a polished pristine shoulder I know there’s no use in going back there’s no hope in changing you. So little sleep for now, just tiny naps to keep us barely safe far from […]

Cupid has made a final purchase a state of the art bow. This high powered beauty. A bow that’s gaurunteed to pierce through anything. Anyone foolish to stand near him will surely feel his arrow. Especially that golden beauty the one with the glamorous shine. Cupid and his carbon fiber bow, super lightweight and easy […]

Small are the openings when the quiet good times are where we look before we fall. Everybody has a certain way why they look, how they look from the inside out, even the flawed are all pretty. Yesterday, when you actually looked, taking the time to act, like you were some-what interested from the inside […]

With these late thoughts wondering where you’ve gone, perhaps I’m the one, lost, while wading around in this room. A space that is vacant, yet cramped. I’ve come to memorize every inch there’s barely enough space for my thoughts to gather properly. First light comes this morning, that eye opening moment where you find the […]

I can’t wait to run up to the girl the one who’s currently giving herself away, some could say for free. The thrill in the sex hours, lost somewhere in my head I was thinking about forever, it’s been some time since we sat across one another avoiding those judgmental eyes that can’t seem to […]

The early years are so easily wasted the spent lovers lie in the naked streets. Bodies hang loosely over each other, a bitter taste of nicotine stains their lips. Still, those two crave even more much more than the other can give. There has been light constant rain calling for their kissing hour to start. […]

The day I wrote my first poem every inch of my soul was still buried under this deep soil. With miles more still to go, I’ve kept on writing these poems posting a string of non-stop words, some could argue they make little sense, while others have spent hours digging themselves even further down. Then […]

After all, today is the moment of truth, with no two ways about it, it’s getting harder and harder this thing I’m trying to explain. There are some girls who complain about people and their reactions, like an obvious infection, that’s sometimes hard to expel. So perhaps this irrational love feature, most likely genomed in […]

Trying to see her for myself in a crowd of strangers. I’m over here, trying to get close again. I can’t quite move forward, there’s too much glass on the floor and I swore I swept earlier before. Trying to avoid the shards now, I can’t quite afford getting cut on this her deliberate voice […]

From the start of yesterday words were coming to the surface there for a second, but then soon gone. The Utopiangirl had reappeared, and with little or no real notice she was tucked up in her usual position. Her pristine favorite place, and even though she hates that word there’s something about her pain that […]

The girl said to improve, a girl with a perfect smile has always expected better, after all, she’s still my favorite drug. Up and under the garden gate there is no outward love she’s always inward and guarded. The Queen still giving commands on the edge of this hour waiting to read something she’d actually […]

Most of us write on this, single Saturday, when things have gotten all mixed up. We’re supposed to be the ones who take notice and write it all down picking up on things, most others have missed or forgotten. Unfortunately my attention doesn’t quite span the chasm between us now. You’re way up there high […]

The fever swears fingers grip and clutch hard, it’s getting impossible to breathe. A better way is out there somewhere still, we can’t turn, not until we have a satisfactory answer. Would you mind if we prayed together? Come join me on sensitive elbows recite words about heaven that glorious supposed better place, I’m here […]

Even on a perfect day there are moments to remember, from the start of it all it’s hard to feel brand new when everyone expects the same outcome. Come hold my my hand, I’ll show you there is this place far from what you’re thinking. I can only count on myself so I’ve seen things […]

Sentimental pictures we work hard on capturing most times, love sits somewhere else. We’re often missing that one stance or pose always trying to line things up. Come sit with me here in this sterile room, in real terms, where we could trade ideas. All we ever really wanted was to be truly needed to […]