Trying to see her for myself in a crowd of strangers I’m over here, trying to get close. I can’t quite move forward there’s too much glass on the floor and I swore I swept earlier before trying to avoid the shards I can’t afford getting cut on this hearing her voice today the ground […]

From the start of yesterday words were coming to the surface there for a second, but then soon gone. The Utopiangirl had reappeared, and with little or no real notice she was tucked up in her usual position. Her pristine favorite place, and even though she hates that word there’s something about her pain that […]

The girl said to improve, a girl with a perfect smile has always expected better, after all, she’s still my favorite drug. Up and under the garden gate there is no outward love she’s always inward and guarded. The Queen still giving commands on the edge of this hour waiting to read something she’d actually […]

Most of us write on this, single Saturday, when things have gotten all mixed up. We’re supposed to be the ones who take notice and write it all down picking up on things, most others have missed or forgotten. Unfortunately my attention doesn’t quite span the chasm between us now. You’re way up there high […]

The fever swears fingers grip and clutch hard, it’s getting impossible to breathe. A better way is out there somewhere still, we can’t turn, not until we have a satisfactory answer. Would you mind if we prayed together? Come join me on sensitive elbows recite words about heaven that glorious supposed better place, I’m here […]

Even on a perfect day there are moments to remember, from the start of it all it’s hard to feel brand new when everyone expects the same outcome. Come hold my my hand, I’ll show you there is this place far from what you’re thinking. I can only count on myself so I’ve seen things […]

Sentimental pictures we work hard on capturing most times, love sits somewhere else. We’re often missing that one stance or pose always trying to line things up. Come sit with me here in this sterile room, in real terms, where we could trade ideas. All we ever really wanted was to be truly needed to […]

The mystery and connected clues spread out here before us, too cautious, and you’re sure to miss out. With summer now almost gone come count these last hours down. On tiptoes looking up, always looking up from where bellies undulate hands sway on curves and hips the heavy air insists remove clothes. There on the […]

Watching as the nightly sky fell, today was our sad reminder that our little mountain town never really stood a chance. Just yesterday skies were clear we celabrated a Memorial holiday, with clear skies that ruled the day. Back then though, we didn’t know of heartache seeing the town go up in flames. Hope was […]

The upstart girl void of stars in the eyes, she needs to be hated to feel good inside. She’ll push us aside because she doesn’t want to feel we need her she’ll make the perfect excuse why we need to up and leave her. It will never matter how we feel when we fell in […]

The first of the four nights, she dreams of the warm winds and by clockwork they start. Starting out slowly at first, she walks barefoot enjoying the change half of her looks at the horizon, while that other side, sees something coming over shoulder. Heavily and on purpose she loves and embraces change fully, barely […]

In the idle darkness answers trickle to the surface for now though, one can’t breath underwater. It’s getting easier taking tiny sips of air, no one hasn’t really noticed yet, I was punched in the gut. Forever is unlike anything else. On the edge of relaxed dreaming coming back to count and ask a feeling […]

I am tempted to call you my lover, but those are just words pretty and stunning the perfect girl. I want to reach and trace pull her into position that submissive space where everything is negotiated. There are required requirements where we exist in equal measure we balance both brain and might start a set […]

Under a temperamental sky and all Violet woke to a burning smell her love had escaped and gone. An out of control feeling was free, she found today to be dangerous hard to just breath in. Violet knew, she belonged to one, she pulled her hair tightly in place, here to face the devil alone […]

She adores having hands taking control over her affections, she’s somewhat lost when it comes to hand holding. With fistfuls of hair she reaches and grabs securing the very steps that will steady her. She raises her voice because certain words have avoided her she looks at her parents that everlasting everything escapes her. She […]