I guess it never really matteredthe girl and her second name,which is something,because it’s all too easyfor her to change everything. I guess this comes down tohow she prefers to playwith her dress and fashionalways making every daythis new attraction. There we stood holding our gaze,at this, the amazing garden. Her demands, quite revealing really,oh […]

The garden struggle,it’s just when you think,you understand,we have our differencessomething always goes wrong. Going first means we’re making all the rules. I promise to try,to make you all happy andeven though I never willI’ll be the first in linewithout any a excuses. This garden of ours,have flowers that need things.Sure they’re mostly forgivingespecially when […]

Platform goodbyes it will be a little while,not having that laugh around,not to mentionall the other things. Remember, it’s meyesterday when we were pushingapplying sunscreen on sensitive shoulders. The day is exactly the same,this being the first hourthere sits a stupid muglipgloss and allbegging me to look inside.

I’ve got to hurry becausesomeone has really changed,I can only ask,is the plump heavy skya place I can still lookto see the pretty clouds. I can still remember that temperamental sidewhere we kissedthe backs of our hands. I’m just surprised to see,this big new sideyou’re trying to fit into. I still can’t forgethow the room […]

The girl obsessed,taking all kinds of photographsI wonder how and whythere aren’t any fountains?Those slow trickling shotswhere time sits trickling,while everyone else,gets lost staringat the pretty angles. Hopefully today,the camera lense will turnfocused on the shimmering,just inside,the garden gates. Against large beautiful flowersa fountain keeps turningwaiting to be seen. Adrift and carefreethe girl and her […]

The garden is burstinga magical date stamp has everything in focus. The girl turns with her camerabarely fitting all the blossoms centered and in frame. Her photographs mark timetonight I’ve come to learnto take notice of the fragrances. A hungry bee thirsts,stop the petals that open up for him. He’s frantically searching in and out […]

Future Lover andthe comfort control,love may have all the answersto the things we must avoid. Yesterday, when I kissed you,the first of the chancesyou had to tiptoein order to reach. We have this destinationalready pre-programmedwe just need to execute. So today we’re in this gardenpretending not to noticeall the humongous blossomssurrounding the trespassing visitors. Tomorrow […]

Sun-drenched or otherwise,it’s all she’s ever knownwith her stingy dry eyesalways threatening,maybe one day,they’ll let loose with a vengeance. Heavy hands reach and grab hergetting her out of the waya flash flood is coming. In disbelief, she stares,it’s a forgotten creek bedovergrown and neglected. The first drop lands heavilytouching her face with no warninga wall […]

Getting this farI’ve long since acceptedletting you inject youdeep in my center veinletting me feelall of you. You have a way of taking hold of mehonestly, there’s nothing to be done. I can only stand and watch,as the jealous sky pulls at me. I prefer to be like this,lying next to you,the night stuffed fullof […]

Up from that desert skyI swore I saw Violet peeking,with those blue and golden eyesI can still hear her laughter. Oh come back to me love,there are still a million stars,and from this night until our lastI have been fighting hardto keep your perfumeunder lock and keysafely guarded. Doubt the voice within you,doubt thy triggered […]

A temporary machine-like feelingpulses throughout the body,strong and everlasting. These mechanical positionsvoid of all imaginationI just want to bend,to be flexible again,twisted and or contorted,by the hands of my lover. An all too sensitive girl,afraid I might breakif I were put under any undo pressure. We switch positions,just so I can show hertemperamental control. Woah, […]

With a heavy handed voicecoming softly of course,the girl repeated her command. I have come all this waywithout shoes or protective layer,who amongst you speaks my language?With eyes so cleverly disguisedshe watched the crowd intently,to see who would step forward. From there in the dead center,she could hear their song,eyes turned at the intrusionhis words […]

There is good in the morning we sometimes shout together,but try as we mightI can’t ignore the betrayal. To say you’d loveand forever countwas met with denial and doubt. So here I am left,the handsome stranger,every now and againI get some morbid letter. Please forgive,so we can start again. Well, I’m here to tell youon […]

In kindness,so balances my love and joy. These words are my witnessthat help conveythe urgency of my love. In strict adherence I pay tribute to time,for as long as I can remember I’ve held a bow for her. Alongside birdsong,there is no more purer quality. I call you here nowto simply bear witnessto the fire […]

My apologies,I’ve been awaywriting this bookI promised myself. A New Years Resolution the first draft is doneI’m currently editing the second time aroundwas much harderthan I ever imagined. My 33 chapterswho would have imaginedI’d have 350 pagesone hell of a storya lifetime of observing. I hope you’ll promiseto read every word. Maybe then you’ll understandwhy […]

Love’s poison bitter pillI swear I crave the girlwith a temperamental dark side,so that when we kisswe’re all dramaticlike this will be our first and last. Maybe I’ll choose youto be my tepid lover,could you handle the commandto softly cut my arm?Understand, we’ll make lovein strange places,we’re different, you and Ia one of a kind […]

I can’t help but care to imaginejust exactly the reasons whythere was this first night. The sound of a starting gun,triggered that our race was on,with a thick and heavy smellgunpowder our memory scent now. The feline was born and aliveshe sprang forward in the shadowswith her sinking claws all poised to strike. I dare […]

Time counts in between so you shield your eyesfrom the sun coming in. Will you dance with me?Here on an empty fieldwe come super close together, you and your tiny frame folded neatly in my pocket. We step as the music startsyou whisper our forbidden secret using our favored trigger words.Careful to keep perfect rhythmthe […]

This is our hourI find myself awake with youunderneath a million blinks and sighsfor the first real timeyou’ve discovered these words. Maybe this is the languagethat speaks to youin some different wayI’m willing to teach youI’ve come all this wayto whisper quietly. Beautiful spring flowersare waiting to burst showing their naked blossoms they honestly don’t […]

Skin soaked reminiscing we sit here looking face to faceand for the first real timeeyes are lockedbalancing between this need of ours. The pulse quickensI cannot erasethese feelingsmixed with the warm raysour treasure source,you undresses,curled now in the dunes. With nothing morethan the jealous orbyou invite me closerof course I layin the armsof a sun-drenched […]

Balancing need against wantyesterday when I fell in lovethere was this sidewhere I had no real choiceso I sipped and watched her. She closed the doorI watched her undresspaying special attentionto the onewho has a million different looks. She’s pretty at any hour,and I swear,I’ll wait a lifetime as she struggles to sleep. I’m love-sick […]

It’s sometimes too hardto say exactly wherethe girl is coming fromwhen all I truly knowshe sits on the top of my tongue. Her name is never farshe asked if I’d travel180 miles southwe’d have one of those nights the playful kindthat’s no longer allowedin this day and age. The kinky sidethe girl has this other […]

My favorite drug of choicethe poisonous kiss coming from the girlwho wishes to do me harm. Her fire drugburns feverish this I already knowI need her loveto extinguish flamesablaze behind my eyes. It’s only thenwhen she whispers certain wordsthe pulse in my veinsbegins to settle and I feel warm again. It’s just easierto float through […]

There’s truth in the attraction that moment when eyes are seen. There in a gothic vasethere are a grouping of flowers tied so tightly in the middletheir stems struggle to drink. Imagine the strong, sensitive handsthat had to be carefulnot to harm the flowers. The mind that picked each gemplacing them with cautionsometimes girls prefer […]

Praying handsheld in their positionon chipped stepsI’ve been taught wordsin order to repeat phrasesit is then and only thensuch words become sacred. So that’s where I beginhow my tradition got starteddown on bended kneeI confessed andtook the blame for an accident. Time and attention I sworetime takes my attention awayI make my list of wordsand […]

There’s something about where you standagainst a setting sunwhen you watch it set. These last 15 minutes are the most important the colors deepencrawl across our skina professional highlightapplied by the Gods. Sunset Control. The sky is on firegetting all stretched distortedthe clouds bleedhere on the coastal bluffI guess we’re the lucky onesalways the last […]

Crawling in next to herit’s hard to disguise my frameagainst her warm back shouldercareful to keep my cold hands far from this girl. The dream girl for sureshe and her secret charmsI’ve not given up on yet. The world ceases to existwhen she falls asleep firstbecause in her exclusive worldshe has just one chanceof going […]

Secret January morningI realized tonightthis might not be our year. You asked something of meI had not heard of beforeof course I’m here to answer. Admire the garden with mepretend you understand my meaning. Don’t underestimate this chanceI can easily leave things exactly how we’d left things long before we met up again tonightour game […]

In her glass cabinshe’s way too exposedalways walking around shirtlessin the darkness. If ever there wasa perfect moment with herit’s after a couple of drinkswhen she starts to laughand reveal her truthsthat she will most definitely deny. The girl that sits under starspreciously guards her feelings. It’s way easier for sureto pretend we don’t existout-side […]

Waiting for that soulthat mirrors my own. Maybe this constant wantingis my own vanity. The pretty and perfect sidenever had a real chance. So inside I reflectnever wavering from that promisewaiting on that soulthat mirrors my own. This constant lookinghas caused me to notice things. Only a fool would waste a lifetime on the hopes […]

I’m right over hereyou know, the onewith love in his eyeswatching as she’s kissedand until foreverthose were the promised words. So maybe I’ll forget hermoving up and overI’m trying to erase her laughthat stupid danceI can’t help the photographsmy temperamental snapshotsshe’s stuck insideimperfect, broken and allstill, she’s the one in a million. I’m standing right […]

The mixing of colorswe love walking barefootholding tightly to hands,even as she leans on meto steady our path. Beneath this rich burning hournaked neon colors glow,both our bodies look so differentpainting tiny pictures on curves. We dance naked this way,for a while until,someone yells to cover ourselves. We laugh until it hurtswe’re probably in a […]

I’m lost inside maybe because of you. I don’t understand howeveryone else has found a reasonto find themselves a way to get out. I’m here to proclaimI’m lost worse now,than I’ve ever been beforeI laid eyes on yours. Even when I heard your nameI simply turned to watch to see how you’d answeryou noticed me […]

She asks to kiss her please,of course I obligebecause I adore my placethere on top of the worldwhere I can pick her up. She’s always so surprised I’m that much tallerher feet are up and lifted. There’s something prettyabout being above everyone else,it must mean, she loves. I can see she’s upset todaytired of trying […]

Is it so strangeto be in lovewith an idea of a person. It’s a stunning high, really,because when that one trips clumsily,it’s easy to reach and help them. The service awardwanting the pleasure of othersI could go a lifetime passing up the highof knowing something different. Bless the first timesmeeting the onewho causes this drowning. […]

These are new coveringswith open hands to palmsI invite one closer. Step to the locked foreboding gate. Grace, the beauty anchor,begs to be taughtthe rules of this garden. With stained-glass darknessthe brilliant sun illuminatesher shimmering eyesfor the first real time. She asks for more wordsexplaining this place,its well worn pathsthat lead to favorite flowers. She […]

Time and attention,two very sensitive conditionsshine when you’re at your best. I swear and promisewe will share and balance the start of all this. I’ve been meaning to writeabout a pristine garden where we plant and make rows. Spend the hours with melearning how to properly tendall the lovely gems. There are tiny detailsI hope […]

Maybe I didplace youway up therewhen I put your headup in the clouds. I get itit’s hardto breathe up there. Not to mentiontrying to be allperfectmost all of the time. So You fell yesterday,I’m here aren’t I?Trying to pick you upand place youright back up there. Why can’t you understand you belong thereup in the […]

Money and musicheavy are the sounds coming from that thumping basscoming from our throats. Could it possibly bethe reason why we’re dancing nowin our certain waywhere bodies just layheavily on each other. Today, the day is lazy we are strewn all over the placespending hours spending a fortune on handsome thingsthat are sureto make us […]

Starting every verse in identical fashionbreaking upthe thoughts we sharein our sentences. I can only wishto be lovedby the onetrue onewho loves the most. It can happen at any time reallyit’s a wish that’s been wisheda thousand times beforethe title was ever lost. I’ve seen wordswhispered to backs of hands. I swear nothing’s more beautiful […]

Today it rainedfor the first true time in more than a century. Oh how I’ve counted so,as I pull and pluck each petal. It’s been longer still,since I’ve seen that smile. That beauty shotthat comes so naturally. Perhaps she loves me, still. Against all other chancessay what it is you feel,what you truly want to […]

From the startmy star-struck lover had her eyes stuck in mine,never changing her gazedoubled over love-sicknever complaining how much it hurtthe ache from being apart. It wasn’t until we agreedto meet up in a mud filled roomour once clean and pristine clothesfinally laid ruin. Each night sincewe get even filthierunderstanding this sicknesstruly can’t be helped. […]

Big dreams, they’re just around the cornerthis feelingwhen I’m all highheavy in my thinking. I’m in love with a monster. What’s the difference?Today could always beso much worse. I could write somethingall pretty and forgettable,but why pretendtime is so different especially when my mood is all dark and brooding. I’m in my early morning ritualuncomfortable […]

I keep adding on the words go against the hours they compete with each other. Time and attention something we’ve always sworn we’d give one another focus that stare for me promise you’ll use the words that trigger the things that draw us close together. Lay the perfume on thick even if that’s the only […]

Oh how I think I knowI’d never betray the nightinnocent mistakes I’m sure. It’s true you knowthere are seven sinsdeadly or otherwise,we could hide under mask pretend we’re all protectedplay it safe andignore all the warning signs. Do you want to gamble?We can agree on an amountpay that price tomorrowlet’s assume for todaywe’re free to […]

With fun and satisfactionshe ordered a special surprise a glistening beaded burlesque top. I must saythe second she turned aroundher hips and middleimmediately looked different. Gentle were her moves,slowly at first,she’d been practicing a whilefor this moment to occurand here we werea girl and her burlesque topall pretty and beautiful. She’s the only one I’ve […]

My broken shouldermaybe it’s hard enough holding onto the weightof ever having loved you. Did you ever thinkit was ever possibleI’d trip,coming up with all this?The things we say in poemsare so easy to dismiss. There are pretty answers I can’t always predict handsome things come from you, always,especially whenyou’re hidden behind a wall. I […]

The start of the hournervous digging startles uswe turn knowing we’re not alone. This is the midnight hour,the girl turns and smiles,welcoming the others to their places. We’ve come here to playshe undresses the silenceeyes stare straight aheadthey open the candy wrapperssip and taste the romance. Hands reach and feel the sensation is unrealfinally, there’s […]

The high road,leaving everything standingwalk away touching nothinga ghost in the shadowsleaving untouched love to simply fade away. The low road,complete destructionnothing left standingthe sins left bleedingevery door slammedthe earth void of all existence. Choose one of two pathsmaybe a mixture of bothpick one good feelingand it’s equal evil twinmeet somewhere in the middle. Make […]

Free verse wordsthis particular girl prefersthe words to be all about her. Exclusively hers,I’ve promised to push others awayI’m sure they’ll understandGrace and her sensitive charms,she begs and then jumpsand in that instant the girl of my dreams fades. I call for herto come back and finish,just echoes I fear. Standing there on the edgethere’s […]

Every opinionevery lyrical poemthe words are the sameabout this girlI’m all hung up on. Holding handsI’ve gotten used tohow it feelsor how it feltwhen we’d spend all daycupped and lying on top oflove in and of itselfhas to be enough. We can easily spend hourskeeping to ourselvesnever missing out on the wanting. Maybe today might […]

I’m tempting youto sugar coat the lovehidden insidethat dark sidewe all knowis a big part. The girl and her charmsall stubborn becauseshe’s not likingher attitudebeing all called out. Ignored,shunned,neglectedall this because her temper codewas plugged in and chargedalmost neglectedin her eyes. She’s all wound upin thisthe first dayof a new year. 2021what’s it going to […]

I don’t want herto ever stop readingthese love-sick wordsexclusively for her.She undresses with each new thoughtdancing bare top and panties. Thinking, how in the fuckdid yesterday turn into today. Face it,you’re the girl with the magical charmsthat keeps spinning this web. Oh, how she’s forgottenthe power she yields,she hasn’t feltfor years now. Perhaps this is […]

The start of a transitionwe only wishto peel away layers revealing the beautymade of nakedness. Beauty that’s been locked up for yearsis finally free. To roam as she wantsall cupped and warmwith an upturned glancecasually falling overher bare shoulders. Written there, on her sideare the pretty words.She honestly doesn’t mind,as long as we lookkeeping eyesaway […]

These are the hourswhere beauty reigns. Treasured bodiescarried out in a waywhere passing glances compliment her look. She’s the girl,who seemingly has it all,and yet, she’s fatally flawed. She passes each and every daywith the same attentionand attraction to detail. Try and count the familiar faces. Beautiful Graceis Beauty’s Burdenshe swears she has no ideawhat […]

Strung out,it’s getting harderto deny certain feelings. Good knows I’ve trieda thousand different waysto block and avoidthose private pictures of you. The visual trigger in meyou’ve squeezed mealmost too perfectly. Eyes stare up into eyesthis little gift of yourswhere you magically knowexactly what’s going to touch me. Beautiful you,you’re somehow growing in me. That goodness […]

Putting the girlway up therehigh on a shelfI know I couldkeep her safefrom falling off. I’ll just love her24 hours a day,the girl way up therewho’s constantly on display. It’s hard to explainhow it feelsadmiring someone who gets all this attention every secondin every day. She doesn’t mean to bea distraction,maybe all these wordsare just […]

The girl is coveredfrom head to toein her professional clothes. Truly, no one knowsshe has this little battleraging on inside. A dragon is defendingher Geisha girl,both stretched across her polished shoulders. There’s a serpent twisting downthe side of her rib cage sowhen she breathes,her snake flexes too. Most times these things are way too privateto […]

You asked if you could love me anymore?What a waste of time to ask such a thing. I dare you Gracedo whatever it is you think you believe. I already warned you. Love or otherwise,you decide,if you’re ready to riskMe not returning those words. Let your feelings outit doesn’t matter much ifthey match mine exactly. […]

The girl asked about this“Little Song” that I promised I’d write for her. She wanted to know each little verseand if I really wouldsing every word. She asked what instrument I’d useto accompany my voice to this, little song. The girl and her charmsI said I’d start there,or somewhere in between the love she shares […]

I decided today I’d write this little song for the girl I love most. Maybe she’ll never hear it,maybe it’ll make her smilethinking how I feel she’ll want to hear more of it. I’m all stupid inside,drawn to a girl to her talents and charmsbalancing on a wire,a tightrope way up there. She’s probably more […]

The temporary markwritten across the sandfighting the crawling waves,pulling and reaching with each hungry grasp. Endemically eroded away,the shoreline begsfor someone to scrawltheir name or some gigantic heartclaiming the dayto be exclusively theirs. The familiar sounds,the surf crashes and it’s almost too cold to actually go play. Promise you’ll ignore the undertowand go for a […]

I’m in another oneof those moods,something is gone. I’m trying nowto put someone inthe place of the missing. I cry out for youyou’re deaf nowit’s hard to listenwhen your back is turned. No one blames youfor me and this moodteetering on an edge. I’m just as happyhaving these wordsbeing the handsome steward. Oh will anyonetruly […]

Inhale and holdingthe thick smell of smokesurrounds and engulfs,just as the battle ragesa second day of violencedraws everyone to their places. We’ve come togetherto take and overthrowwe’re set to capture because I’ve grown tiredwaiting on you. If this weresome other timewe’d already bein the fightfor our tepid lives. When I close my eyesI can only […]

Phoenix eyes,staring at her prizeshe and her narrowly focused gaze,just ready to fight. Flames or otherwisethis girl will riseletting all the pain falla victory will healher singed wings. I was the one who pushed you to fly,now show us,the strength you hide insideyou’re our majestic bird. Pick up your focused eyesand share the world with […]

When the mess requires using two hands,the lubricationgets further inside. Careful puttingthe lid back onwe wouldn’t wantany gel to spill. Maybe that’s why we take the long waywhenever we’re in such a hurry. We’re actually pretty lucky to have this chancenow that we’re all lubricatedsome would forget to askis friction the happy source?Skin against skinthere […]

Time goes against love.A word we swore to erasenever to be used again. Just as the hours counted downwe were impossibly drawnalmost forced to usethat dreaded word again. From behind our closed doorit took only minutesto strip her completely free. She loves just standing thereshowing exactly wheremy hungry mouth was starving to feed. I love […]

Her temperamental sideshe looks and asks,are we playing tonight?From there it made perfect senseI’d listen to every word,coming from,the world’s most perfect girl. There in a doorway, she stoodwith this hungry lookwanting to get started. I was the only one invited to join her make-believe world we’d pretend we were strangersmeeting for the first time. […]

This is her first verse,perhaps her tragic surrendercoming forward from a placethat only she can remember.The start of her storyis based on one blessed night, she kissed her strangerand at that timeonly she understoodthe impact it would haveon all their lives.The girl is far removedfrom attention’s graspholding firmly to her waisther curves fit perfectlyin the […]

Majestic and or otherwisethe girl listens to Jazz. I stare and watch every move,she lifts and tips her glass. Nothing has ever mattered more,so she acknowledges the momentand blows a kiss at last. I wait for her eyes to return,she moves to the rhythm,drawing almost too close at times. It’s here she whispers her favorite […]

Standing underneath a grove of autumn treesthe girl and her charmscompliment each other. One can’t really tellwhere the sky begins,all that I can confess,I can only stare. There are certain wordsthat are often whispered a thousand different ways of course. I watch as she stepsthe ground sits converedin the most colorful of leaves. Her arms […]

Out on the couchthe fire is too hot,she gives herself a toastto new beginnings. Her glass is full of iceit’s there to cool her temperamental side. That side where,she’s a seductive scientistcreating the chemistrydrawing me to her. I owe her nowfor putting these imagesdeep inside my mind. Seductively,she’s always so quietI honestly can’t tell anyonehow […]

This is my early hourstanding alongside a bitter night,just as I’ve always done. The sun is on the vergeof staging another battleI try to keep the moonfrom her bitter rival. Oh what I’ve done?The early songbirdsare getting ready to sing,perhaps this is the morningthe jealous moon has already won. From the heavensto our beloved GodsI […]

If in a dayI saw you loveI could easily pretendto ignore your love.Would youcontinue to bemy one and only?I implore you loveto choose your one,either way,just say the wordsor remain silentjust as you’ve done. I can very easily remain in my worldsimply to be a fooland write how muchI love you. I dare those wordscome […]

I wonder if you’ll truly laugh, like how you did when you were barefoot walking on our muddied path. Are you that same silly girl that could remember a thousand words and then recite them in no time flat. I ask this of you simply because I’m starting to forget just how and why exactly […]

Crushed black velvet her favorite color against her dark corduroy. This oversized sweater coat a double wrapped covering around her kind of curvy waist. Two very large buttons, hide the girl all hidden away. First things first, or her first expression to me always making sure “Are you ok?” Dressed up tonight against the bitter […]

Can you hear me? I get the fever has a hold on her I have drowned inside myself trying not to use her exact words. I’m comfortable being vague meaning nothing to her from the outside at least. I’ve long since washed her away, my mind is stuck and spinning she was technically my first […]

Even if, I could stand far away from her she’d still insist I come closer to her because she wants to hear me read her favorite books. Nighttime air she loves to lie here half dressed sometimes, just to make sure my eyes still wander. There’s more to her I can honestly swear she keeps […]

The girl has spent weeks now learning the new rules with more of the lessons still to go, it was time to show what she knew. Instructions were as simple as Time and Attention are yours, unsure, but confident inside in to the gathering she strode. First, an older gentleman holding coins asking her to […]

From the inside time settles and begins to count out loud. This backwards counting clock looking backwards, is not looking back. Over a polished pristine shoulder I know there’s no use in going back there’s no hope in changing you. So little sleep for now, just tiny naps to keep us barely safe far from […]

Small are the openings when the quiet good times are where we look before we fall. Everybody has a certain way why they look, how they look from the inside out, even the flawed are all pretty. Yesterday, when you actually looked, taking the time to act, like you were some-what interested from the inside […]

With these late thoughts wondering where you’ve gone, perhaps I’m the one, lost, while wading around in this room. A space that is vacant, yet cramped. I’ve come to memorize every inch there’s barely enough space for my thoughts to gather properly. First light comes this morning, that eye opening moment where you find the […]

The first of the four nights, she dreams of the warm winds and by clockwork they start. Starting out slowly at first, she walks barefoot enjoying the change half of her looks at the horizon, while that other side, sees something coming over shoulder. Heavily and on purpose she loves and embraces change fully, barely […]

Working on and against the minutes she battles to stay afloat wanting to lay down like yesterday long before there were little ones. She finds herself too tired again she’s waited throughout the day trying to keep herself busy and in her own way where she’s free to roam half dressed or otherwise. Most days […]

Awake and wanting answers many have asked before and from this moment forward no one needs to question don’t worry about paying love forward after all this time together. I have had the cure all this time. Learn to simply trust offer some different side of yourself very early on we lean on each other […]

Interwoven tightly spun fabric hangs loosely on the edges papers that support us are strewn all over the place like we don’t care anymore. We were so careful then pretending we had this perfect place. I couldn’t help but miss her, got in the way and of course there was this agreeable aggression pinning our […]

From the start of something there are beautiful ones that would gladly let Troy burn. Having had just one, it was impossible to convince her to see how life was from on the other side with the rest of us. The best advice if you’re with one you had better accept her for how she […]

With everyday lining up unlike all the rest I warned there would be limits. Tomorrow I’ll take her to a private sandy place, an ancient dune perhaps where I’ll read to her from my favorite book. I can already anticipate her excitement from underneath a blanket, she’ll remove her top, she loves watching my eyes […]

Counting backwards keeping to the numbers we promised we’d memorize. Protected and guarded she nudges to be by my side I secretly grab ahold of her and tug her into position long before peering eyes ever notice. The summer heat is the change that is almost upon us, she is a reminder of myself of […]

The beautiful edges keep the heartache from eroding away what’s playing in my head, what’s playing inside again. Yesterday was perfect for you because your arms were wide open. Thoughtful songs sung well into the night love seems to never give up love never gets old even as people complain at this late night hour […]

The smallest target through a keyhole I can just barely see her it’s all I get her distorted figure undressing in the moment. It’s impossible really to act like I love her, she can see straight through me and my squinted looks. I can’t help but disapprove of the girl, who has always had this […]

There is thirst this hour and I’m already craving her everyday there is this challenge to leave things in a way, that suggest, we were never really here in the first place. Falling down on broken knees to palms I wouldn’t mind if she were down on all fours always trying to look up asking […]

A twisted thought of hers just let the softness come in let the skin to skin properties bury the feelings we try and hide. From the start she walked in a way that meant something else, a heavy pulse breathing finding it hard to swallow the girl I’m sure meant well if only she knew […]

The morning hook reaching in and underneath she slips to her favorite position, her soft shell is strong enough to hold both of them. This position of theirs has been working for centuries. She holds tightly to the sides interwoven and locked this is their first time and her generous want is overflowing. tiny twisted […]