My favorite drug of choice the poisonous kiss coming from the girl who wishes to do me harm. Her fire drug burns feverish this I already know I need her love to extinguish flames ablaze behind my eyes. It’s only then when she whispers certain words the pulse in my veins begins to settle and I feel warm again. It’s just easier to float through life counting down the hours until that next fix. It’s only when I get all strung out all good reason goes away I’m at my weakest point like yesterday when she called. I start to fantasize, just one tiny sip won’t hurt I could promise and swear to give up and stay away. Today she’s in my head I thought I would forget the sound of her voice, I know it’s no use really thinking I don’t love her. I can still feel her mouth close enough to a whisper that craving ache is in there in every ounce of my being she’s the only one swimming inside me. I hate myself I gave up and answered, letting myself go on like this standing on the edge I was warned her voice could trigger all this the torturous pain of needing someone else. It’s been years since I’ve been in her embrace I’d almost convinced myself I’ve moved on from her grasp until yesterday, she gave me another taste. I could instantly smell perfume my memory trigger I fell speechless and quiet listening to her voice how I’ve fucking missed her. Taking in the deepest inhale. There is no strength in me to fight off this addiction even after a thousand yesterdays. Today I’d gladly give up my wrist let love crawl right back in this time I’m afraid I might just overdose.